your dirty finger’s claw concrete screaming
fuck the system and fuck everything
I want to go home but nowhere is home
and everywhere the grubbing fingers
desperation, sorrow and death
incompletion emptiness and lack of hope
kill me now I can’t see my road home.
There is no road home.
I’ve been beaten and robbed
slipped into comas and crashes
crashing on cars on cars driving into me
pinning me to the street and laughing
laughing because look at me
I am an insect and nothing I do matters
And the car rolls over my elbow
and the tires stop in time
the rubber resting on my head
the pain is worse than any i’ve felt
crawling over concrete
screaming I can’t move
so help me dark fucking god in the evil glaring heavens!
The bastard has crushed my arm
dirty fingers clawing concrete
heaven is out to get me